Neil Antony McCrakan

Happy Birthday toa dear Brother

My Brother The Angel

I kept trying to find an answer
I kept asking myself why
Neil had so much life to live
Why would he have to die?

At first I cried in sorrow
And then I just got mad
How dare you take my brother away
Thats all the time he had?

But then I thought about Neil
And I quit thinking about just me
And he helped me to find a peace
That without him I could not see

Because now he sits among angels
Who have him cradled in their wings
So now I wonder, does he play guitar
As the other angels sing?

Does he still enjoy the clouds?
Even from high above?
Is he able to dance within them?
Because we all know that is something he would love.

So although I still miss him
And the pain right now is deep
I understand he was our angel
We were never meant to keep.

Stewart (Brother) 2 weeks ago

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Love,
Phyllis and Lil Benjamin

Phyllis Frazier Harris 2 weeks ago

When will we see you again????

I saw that look in their eyes
the way they discuise
The hurt that they feel
Like it isnt real

When will we see you again
when the clouds form a heart
There you will be
Foreverever deep in our hearts

The angels called out your name
a photo now in a frame
Your souls on this land
forever holding our hand.

Sleep tight xxxxxx

Anne-Marie O'Hara (Friend) February 10, 2009

2 years

i cant believe its been to years since you left us neil. Its been so weird you not being around and we wish you was here to celebrate so many things. I hope your with your family today neil as i know they are going to have a really bad day today as your not there with them please look over them and keep them safe. Thinking of everyone today x

Anne-Marie O'Hara (Friend) January 17, 2009

My beautiul son Neil. It is a week off your 2nd anniversary. I still can't believe you have gone. My head tells me so but you live on in my broken heart. I was so proud to be your Mum. You were not only my son, you were my inspiration. You was always there for others in their hour of need. You was a wonderful brother to your younger brother. We all miss you so much, your smile and your hugs. Words cannot express how i feel now not that you have gone. I look forward to the day when we will be reunited. Until then my precious son i send you all my love.
God bless you sweetheart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Angela McCrakan (Mum) January 10, 2009

now riding heavens highway
eagle flying through the sky
i wish we could find words to say
last words accept goodbye.

xxxxx

Anne-Marie O'Hara (Friend) January 8, 2009

2nd poem

your death as come as a shock to me,
but i now i know that atlast your free.
Your smile, your laugh your humour to,
A tiny thing reminds me of you.
A text, a call and a short hello,
i know it wont happen at all i know.
Although the tears have stopped falling,
i shall never forget you smiling.
I still expect you to walk through the door,
But it wont happen no not at all.
Ill never forget you your an amazing guy,
for now dear neil its time to say goodbye

Anne-Marie O'Hara (Friend) January 7, 2009

first neil poem

your death as come as a shock to me,
but i now i know that atlast your free.
Your smile, your laugh your humour to,
A tiny thing reminds me of you.
A text, a call and a short hello,
i know it wont happen at all i know.
Althought the tears have stopped falling,
i shall never forget you smiling.
I still expect you to walk through the door,
But it wont happen no not at all.
Ill never forget you your an amazing guy,
for now dear neil its time to say goodbye.

Anne-Marie O'Hara (Friend) January 7, 2009

DANIEL SWADDLES MAM


NEIL.....

WHERE ARE YOU MY ANGEL

I NEED YOU DESPERATELY,

I NEED YOUR HELP AND GUIDANCE

I AM IN TERRIBLE DESPAIR.

WHERE ARE YOU MY ANGEL

I'M CALLING OUT TO YOU,

DEAR ANGEL SHOW ME WHAT TO DO

WHERE ARE YOU MY ANGEL

LIFE SEEMS TO PASS ME BY,

I'M CRYING OUT FOR HELP

PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY.

WHERE AER YOU MY ANGEL

I KNOW YOUR HOVERING NEAR,

JUST GIVE ME A LITTLE SHOVE

I KNOW THAT YOU CAN HERE ME.

WHERE ARE YOU MY ANGEL

I'M ASKING, SHOW ME THE WAY

LIFE HERE WITHOUT YOU IS A LONELY ONE.

LOTS OF LOVE, JUDE.X

Jude Swaddle July 24, 2008